I hadn’t realized that last October when Michael and the guys came after me, and I hadn’t been prepared, but now I understood.ĭon’t be lazy. I had to know how to take care of myself.
I should always keep in mind that the rug could be swiped out from under me at any time, and while I could lean on Michael, Kai, and Will…my survival, my success, and my life were ultimately in my own hands. He kept me on my toes, and I was grateful for that.ĭamon or no Damon, I shouldn’t get too comfortable. While I tried to deny the fact that he rented a space in my head, there was a part of me that understood more and more that the threat of him might be a good thing. I was constantly walking around with one eye trained over my shoulder, and all the happiness I’d felt the past several months was only ever overshadowed by a tinge of black cloud that would pop up here and there to remind me that I wasn’t safe. I ground my teeth together, blowing out a hard breath as I slammed my hand across the water, sending a small wave crashing against the side of the pool.Īnd wherever he was I hoped he was in a lot of pain. Ever since Pithom and Trevor and the cinderblock tied to my ankle, I… Which is exactly why I forced myself to use Delcour’s indoor pool at least twice a week.
It never used to be like that-and if I weren’t alone, it wouldn’t be so nerve-wracking-but I hated being by myself in a pool now.
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